Mood Swings! [extremely happy/hyper/stupid/irritated/dead]
MY DARLING AH-MA RECEIVED CHRIST!!! Whoa, whoa, whoa!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH GOD!!! THANKS FOR ANSWERING PART OF MY PRAYER!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH... :D:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Oh my word. Oh my word. MAJOR MOMENT... Word, word, word...
My daddy just told me last morning. But let's start from last last night, okay? Me and Marianne were crying for some stupid reason. Then, I called my Mommy and Daddy like 10 times each and they didn't answer. I hate it whenever they do that... Especially when it's important. So we were so tired that we fell asleep on the matress in our living room. And it was 11+ and we had netball before that. And I didn't bathe! Ewww, right? I know...
Then the next day, when I was half awake, our daddy was like, "Guess what? Last night, Pastor shared the GOSPEL with Ah-Ma and they prayed together to accept Christ!!!"
I couldn't help but stop pretending to sleep and smile brightly. I even cried!!! Cried for happiness!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I think that's the first time I cried for happiness. I've been praying ever since I was P5 or P6... TOO AWESOME TO BE TRUE!!!
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What rubbish...
Gosh, I mean word, I was acting so EMO in church. NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not like I wanted to. I just felt kinda left out. But other than that... I don't know. it just felt like Youth Retreat again... Not nice... On that SPECIAL night...
My throat had this... thing... stuck. I don't know. And I don't really care, okay? Stupid, stupid, stupid.
It's like even though our class talked and discussed about IT in Youth Retreat, it's like they forgot about it. I see some people trying. But not hard enough. There's still cliques. But, whatever. Gosh, irritating, IRRITATING...
Evangelyn said my blog is dead. i think so too. Compare it to MC's. It's like WHOA. Anyway, I don't post daily so I guess that one of the reasons....
Your love is amazing, steady and unchanging
Your love is a mountain, firm beneath my feet
Your love is a mystery, how gently you lift me
when I am surrounded, Your love carries me
Hallelujah, hallelujah,
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, Your love makes me sing
Your love is surprising, I can feel it rising
All the joy that's growing deep inside of me
Everytime I see You, all Your goodness shines through
And I can feel this God song, rising up in me
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Bang!
Oh my, oh my, oh my... word? Yeah... word. I got BANGS!!! Since Saturday. Hahahaha. Awesome, huh? I wonder if the school allows it. It touched my eyebrowns... Anyway, Evan used to have it. She sweeped it to the side now. I don't know... I have to wait until tomorrow.
Pierce!!! TOGAS ARE FOR GIRLS TOO!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Check it up in the web.
Yesterday was my ah-chor(is that how you spell it? She's my great gandma) death anniversary. She could have been 100 next year. She died at the age of 94!!! AMAZING, HUH? Sad, sad.
you're the one who walks right through me
now you're saying that you knew me
when I was invisible
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Friday, April 17, 2009
OH MY WORD... I'm selected to be a councillor. Hmm... Let me check out the definition.
DEFINITON OF COUNCILOR
coun·cil·or also coun·cil·lor
(koun'sə-lər, -slər)n. A member of a council, as one convened to advise a governor. See Usage Note at council. coun'cil·or·ship' n.Now... let me find the meaning of council. Christianne, don't waste your time. Like who would read this? Fine, fine. Haha. I don't really care actually.
I'm really disappointed in my older sister. I asked her, "should I be a councilor?" I guess I sorta asked her at the wrong time. She was using the computer. With my daddy facing her using his computer.
Julianne: ... (stares at computer-blogging and whatsoever, oh right, SOCIALIZING. Teenagers... Wait, aren't I doing that now? Blogging+facebook? Whatever)
Daddy: (gives a LOOK to Julianne then me then back at Julianne) Ju-li-anne...
Me: (just lie down and look up like what Marianne is doing)
Julianne: What? ...
Daddy shakes his head.
Daddy: She's asking you for guidance and you're saying nothing...
I stood up to leave after feeling disappointed and angry. She should at least be more supportive... But never mind... I asked her again like yesterday or something then she FINALLY told me. She told me the good and bad points.
Not sure if I wanna be a councilor. I mean it's like, I don't mind but I sorta HATE wearing the tie. And, and... Xue Ting and Nicole are not gonna be counsilors!!! NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stupid volleyball thingy... just kidding..
Today's netball was so tough. The worst of all. Like seriously! The carpark was BURNING HOT! I'm complaining, I'm complaining. You wouldn't believe it. The floor was like dipping your hand is melted wax or something. EWWW!!! Not wax! That's way too weird. More like water or something. haha. Marianne will elaborate more about that. Haha. She WILL!!! I know that you're just right next to me singing My Cherie Amour. But... You're telling me a story. SO I won't interrupt.
Oh yeah, Ms Neo took over Ms Kheng. Kinda shocking.
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Monday, April 06, 2009
Okay, I can post about other things now. Right.... Now, what should I post about? I don't know. There is this quiz that I saw in Chloe's blog. Quite interesting. I wonder if I should do it.
I find life very interesting. very. Very amusing. I don't know. Because of the feelings I feel? Because of other people's feelings. Haha. Wow... Okay, okay. What was I saying? Oh... Right... Never mind.
I realized how much I love singing, acting and dancing. Not sure about dancing, though. Acting's really awesome. Too awesome.
Singing helps me express my feelings. Like... I get to... say words of how I feel. Oops, did I say 'say'? I meant sing. Aly & AJ is really amazing. Extremely. Their songs too. Especially in instrumentals. Vanessa Hudgens too. Vanessa Carlton, Ashlee Simpson, Colbie Calliat... ... Beautiful lyrics...
Now, ACTING! I get to be someone I'm not. It's fun to act. Especially if you're good at it. That's why I like DEP... Drama Education Program. If the character's role is really interesting... More FUN!!! Haha... I don't know why really, but I like it a lot. Especially IMPROVIZING! I get to make up things as we go along. I learned that in Pierce School. i loved it a lot. Okay, Christianne, we get it, you love acting.
For dancing... I don't really know... Oh, I know. Like acting crazy or just acting to a song. Haha... So fun... So entertaining. Especially with friends. Haha. Is it called Cam whoring? I don't think so... I hope not. If the song is crazy and fun, it's best. The dance moves makes it nicer. Haha...
Okay... This is a stupid post. Not stupid really. More like, random! Yay! RANDOM! Randomness is the best! haha. not really. Only sometimes.
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me
Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces of me
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