carry all your thoughts, across the open fields.

Ugly+SportsDay+Adrenaline +Scream

I've decided to post... I was on the verge of abandoning my dear blog... HA. I know, right? When I put it that way, it sounds so evil and cruel... Well, that's the ugly truth. Not so ugly, but still okay.

Hmm... So what should I talk about? Let me think... Well... Sports day's tomorrow. So, can't wait for that. Yeah right... I am so so nervous! And afraid too. I'm afraid that I'll be disappointed and that I won't get first and stuff... I want to get at least get 1st 2nd or 3rd... But for relay, I want FIRST! Faith injured her ankle. I guess it's quite okay. From what it seems.

I bet I'll be shaking a whole lot. I cannot believe it. Wait, I can... HA, HA. I'll be nervous, shaking. SHAKING LIKE CRAZY! Ooh... The adrenaline rush... It's both nice but freaky. I am so so afraid!

Am I a bad friend? The only thing I can do for a friend's birthday is say happy birthday wishes and give a hug. Sometimes, I wanna write at least a letter. But I keep forgetting. Bad, huh?

I need a new blogskin. Any suggestions? I can't bear to leave this skin. But they said the pictures has been deleted...
Sometimes, I feel like screaming so so much. Scream for EVERYTHING. Good or bad, love or hate, ANYTHING! Gosh, Christianne, way to end a post...

Oh yeah, I found a perfect opportunity for screaming! SPORTS DAY! But the atmosphere's different...

And if it's going to be a rainy day
Theres nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
You're feeling like you've got no place to run
I can be your shelter til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain
Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
Please don't stop the rain

Not sure what this song's 'bout,
but I like it and I think it's kinda how I feel...
I sense emoness here! Get it out, please!